It’s been a boring weekend so far. No excitement, no plans. I did go to Publix and bought some soda and piece carrot cake. Yummy. I had a small piece after I had a little bit of lunch. Some days I wish I had an eating disorder. I’d like to be skinny and desirable. Well, we know that is not going to fucking happen.
We have had a lot of rain today. Where I live the roof was going to be re-roofed, (I do not know if that is a word) but because of the rain they will now be waiting till Monday. Just great. Monday I am working. I really don’t want to hear banging all day. Probably going to have a massive headache and be bitchy. I took a small pic of the weather.
It should be raining for the next few hours. As long as the roof stuff doesn’t come flying off and hit my car, I don’t care if it storms. I actually like storms. Love the thunder and the lightning. When it thunders loud it kind of scares/startles me. We just have a few hours left of rain. So, in the meantime I have the radar up on my other screen so I can see what is coming. Also, somewhat paying attention to Dateline. It’s a story of sex, murder and cheating. That is what most of their stories are. My favorite person to watch on Dateline is Keith Morrison. He just has a way of telling a story.
Well, I think that is all I have for now. Going to watch some more TV. I have a lot to still watch, and I do like to save somethings on Sunday. Mood wise, I am still depressed. Only on one medication to manage it. I am shocked that nothing else has been prescribed. Hope if read this, you liked it. Forgive any mistakes. I am not a writer. I always wish I could do that, but I haven’t been blessed with any talents. I am not even a foot note in history. More like a small period or maybe even a comma. I hold out hope that I will meet something who is into me and the things I am into and vice versa. I speed every night and every day alone. I spend them alone and then I go to my “dark place” I am mostly depressed, and I do think about what it would be to die by my own terms. OK, I am done now. Thanks for reading. I tried to keep it light today but that would not be me. So, I end this post with depression.
Take care. That’s all I got for now. Will post again soon or sometime in the future. Whenever the mood strikes me.