Nothing like being stabbed in the back by teammates/co-workers. Won’t trust most of them ever again. That ship has sailed. I might talk to work about changing to a new…

People would stop thinking I am bad person. Oh well. Not much I can do about it. But it really does depress the hell out of me so bad.

I’ve basically have no family left. Ultimately I’m alone. I’ll be buried in a potter’s field. I think that’s the term! So depressing. Life is depressing and work is depressing.…

Well, I have been drinking a lot tonight. LOL. Surprise. Some people who claim to be your friends are not really your friends. That is something I am learning tonight.…

If only people understood what I really go through on a daily basis. Yes, sometimes it makes me an asshole. I freely admit that. I try to do better but…