Posted inGeneral My manic high is over My manic high phase is over. It’s now time for the manic depression phase. Ugh, Now if I could find a bridge to drive off of. Oh wait, I know…
Posted inGeneral Happy Mother’s Day! I miss you mom! I love you with all my heart! I feel dead and empty without you. My true best friend and only person who never judged me but…
Posted inGeneral Happy May…… Well, I have not had a lot today or on my mind lately. I feel like I am in a good place mentally. At least for the time being. That…
Posted inGeneral Some days…. Some days I sit here and think about death and suicide and I sometimes feel a overwhelming sense of relief and that the pain and suffering would be gone. No…
Posted inGeneral Happy Birthday Mom! I miss you, I love you. If there is a afterlife, I hope I get to see you again. I hate being without you. Also, I am sorry for being…