Some days I sit here and think about death and suicide and I sometimes feel a overwhelming sense of relief and that the pain and suffering would be gone. No more worries, no more stress, no more worrying I’ll never find a boyfriend/partner, no more money worries, no more work worries, no more debt, no… Read More »
Well, well, well….. You are back to read the mad ramblings of a lost soul. You must not have a life. Hell, I know no one reads this blog. Part of me is scared that people would actually read it. So, right now I am just listening to some old music from where I attended… Read More »
Today has been a rough day. I miss my mom so much. The light at the end of the tunnel is getting dimmer. Today, I started the long process of cleaning out old stuff that I no longer need or that I have used in 5+ years. I am really just junking a lot of… Read More »
Here I sit, just like I do every Friday and Saturday night. I sit her wondering what I am going to do for the night. What do I end up doing? Nothing. Like always. I sit/lay here and watch TV. Or I sit on the computer and surf the interwebs. I’ll sit on the PC… Read More »
No one warned me life is hard and complicated.