Life Update
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Life Update

Life Update Lately, there hasn't been much that's new or exciting to share. I've been focusing on two main things:Life Update Recently, life has been filled with a mix of challenges and transitions: Job Search: I've been actively searching for a new role after having to take a severance package and leave my job of 25 years. The adjustment has been tough, and the absence of that long-standing routine still weighs on me. Health Journey: Managing the persistent pain in my feet from diabetic neuropathy has been another focus. I'm currently in the process of trying to get a Nevro…
What do I want to convey, I said what I said, ( I am not a writer)
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What do I want to convey, I said what I said, ( I am not a writer)

I have no damn clue what I want to really say at the moment. I am annoyed with certain things in life right now. Been going through a ton of different emotions. A few things are impacting me more than I thought they would but other wise I seem to be okay. Granted I am one moody bitch lately. Not putting up with shit from Facebook peeps who think they are more than they are. I stand by my comments. TikTok is not a job for some. gyrating half naked, or whatever to videos. While they can be fun and…
All Alone – Career Crossroads and Personal Reflections
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All Alone – Career Crossroads and Personal Reflections

Weathering the Storm: A Personal Account The recent hurricane left an indelible mark on my psyche, even though I was spared the worst of its wrath. The eerie silence, punctuated only by howling winds and the sound of trees snapping, created an atmosphere of dread. Witnessing the destruction firsthand - a car with its roof torn off and our local lake threatening to flood - was a stark reminder of nature's power. Fortunately, we escaped major damage, with power restored within 24 hours. Career Crossroads and Personal Reflections As a work-from-home employee, the storm's aftermath brought unexpected stress about job…
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We haven’t talked in a while..

Apologies for my recent absence from posting on my blog. Lately, I've found myself less motivated to update it, partly because it seems that only a handful of wonderful individuals take the time to read it. To those few, I extend my heartfelt gratitude; your engagement means a lot to me, and I'd love to hear more from you. As many of you are aware, I've been preoccupied with managing my weight. Currently, I'm hovering around 175-178 pounds, though my body has undergone some changes following the removal of my gallbladder a few months ago. Thankfully, the surgery went smoothly…
It’s been a while. So, how are things?
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It’s been a while. So, how are things?

I haven't really had any issues since the surgery to remove my gallbladder. I have gained a little weight and that annoys me. I am a 48-year-old, slightly overweight gay guy. NO one is going to want me. Even if I am looking much better than I used to be. My mental health is under control. Other than that, things are all right. However, I am a very lonely person. Which leads to right there I have bad depression, like tonight. Feel empty and alone. Work is great since I to be a CS Process Analyst. It's a lot of…