Well, what I feared the most is about to come to pass. My landlord is not going to renew my lease. She says she going to have family move in. So, after more than a decade she is giving me to the boot. I hate bullshit life this. I have no idea how I will manage this change. But I will try. It's either I move and find an apartment, or I become homeless. But before that ever happens, I'd take plenty of insulin to end it all. Trust me when I say, I will, because I will. I don't…