Reality of Changes to Come.
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Reality of Changes to Come.

Well, after not getting any sleep last night tossing and turning all night, I think the gravity of my situation is starting to settle in. I was hoping that all I did was dream yesterday and by some chance there will be a miracle and I get to stay in my current apartment. I don't know if it is a money grab or what. My current rent is well below what other apartment complex and private landlords are charging. So, she might be making up the story that she wants me to move out so her family members can move…
My life is about to change.
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My life is about to change.

Well, what I feared the most is about to come to pass. My landlord is not going to renew my lease. She says she going to have family move in. So, after more than a decade she is giving me to the boot. I hate bullshit life this. I have no idea how I will manage this change. But I will try. It's either I move and find an apartment, or I become homeless. But before that ever happens, I'd take plenty of insulin to end it all. Trust me when I say, I will, because I will. I don't…
It’s been a little bit
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It’s been a little bit

As always, I don't have a lot today. Or anything that is really worth reading. I am just obsessing over the same things I do. I know that the future is scaring me. I am not prepared to get old. I have no one to help or care for me, if something major happens. I have also been obsessing about my rent and hoping my landlord will renew my lease. I men she has since 2008, I don't see why she wouldn't unless she goes for a huge increase in rent. (Money grab.) Then I am fucked. I won't know…