Something I realized Today…
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Something I realized Today…

I am 45 going on 46, single, not very attractive, not rich (paycheck to paycheck) and will never ever meet anyone to be interested in me. Oh what a wasted 45 years. ::SAD FACE:: All I know is that I really really want to drink tonight. Mix in a few pills. Would make the night go by quicker. But nearly out of ice, so I have to make some ice. I don't want to run to the store to get any ice. This is what happens when I put things off. ::SHRUG:: I know, I am a sad person. It…
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I am done with it all…..

After fighting with doctor's, insurance companies, pharmacies, I have decided it is time to stop all this shit again. I am 100% over it. I don't have the strength or the energy to do it anymore. Probably means I will die sooner rather than later but I guess that is the risk I have to take. Just no longer have the energy for it all.
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Happy December….

I dislike Christmas now. I have not got a gift since my Mom died. I miss her very much. I was an okay son. I should have been a better son. Sigghhhhh. Sorry I have not written much. Why should that matter. No one read its.