I don't ask for much. I just wish people would be more open and listen and understanding. I am depressed beyond belief. I really can't do this much longer. At least that is how I feel right now. That might change later. I wonder when this site will fuck up. This is a minor outlet. But NO one reads and NO ONE cares. I miss my Mom. I am lonely, miserable. I wish I could afford a drug habit. I wish I was drinking tonight but I am not. I might start. But, I have a DR's appt tomorrow. I…

So far, so good. No major or minor side effects from the experimental COVID-19 vaccine or placebo that I got on Wednesday. Very little pain in the arm from the shot. The flu shot hurt worse than the shot I got on Wednesday.

Today, I became apart of a COVID19 Vaccine trial. I have 2 out 3 chance to get the vaccine and 1 out of 3 to get the placebo. Here is to hoping I got the actual vaccine. I am glad to do my part of help! This is pretty exciting.