Well, I have not had a lot today or on my mind lately. I feel like I am in a good place mentally. At least for the time being. That will change in time. I have my UPS and my DOWNS. It comes with being bipolar I suppose. One day when I can find a good doctor to treat it, maybe I will seek treatment again but for now I will have to manage it without help. The doctors are too expensive and want to nickel and dime you for anything you might need.
Some good news I got my A1C down to 5.7. Hopefully, I can keep it that way. We shall see. I will tell you this though, I am tired of taking insulin everyday, Ozempic once a week, Jardiance and Lyrica. Fun times. Not to mention all that crap gets expensive after a while.
Tomorrow is Mother’s Day. It’s another year without my Mom. Time does not heal all wounds. Specially when you can’t even talk to your friends about it because they are tired of hearing about. Or.. well I won’t say the or, because I am kind of annoyed about something. I’ll let it go for now.
Now, I just need to start playing the lotto. I hate being poor. It sucks! But hey, what can one do. Not much. Well that is it for now, Not much else to really talk about. Not that anyone would really listen. Have a wonderful May! Except a few certain people who can go fuck themselves. You know who you are!
