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Happy December….

I dislike Christmas now. I have not got a gift since my Mom died. I miss her very much. I was an okay son. I should have been a better son. Sigghhhhh. Sorry I have not written much. Why should that matter. No one read its.
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Weekend Has Come To An End.

The weekend has come to an end and another work week is upon me. I have to be sure not to use a lot of UNPAID FML. It's stupid that in this country we can't get paid for taking time off due to a covered disability. Only I really know the full extent that depression and social phobia's control my life. I look at people on Facebook and Twitter and wish I had their life, looks, money and education. I am sadly envious. Not that is is a bad thing but hey, it is what it is.
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Today Felt Good

Today felt like a good day. I got a few things accomplished. I had a small "laundry" list of things I wanted to do and get accomplished. One thing that got completed was as interview to move me into a permanent position in a role I am now only doing on a temporary basis. Interview done. I felt good about it.Called the election office and got a new ballot mailed to meFilled out my FML paperwork and got a copy of it sent to me, so I can take it to the Dr. Those seem like little things but it…