It’s Been A While
Posted inGeneral My Mental Health Personal Feelings

It’s Been A While

As it seems to be a theme with me, I will go months without posting. Sometimes it's because I have nothing to say or I have something to say, but trust me, it's so dark you might now want to read it. Hell, not sure I even want to read it. It's been almost one week since the time change. Not sure how everyone feels about it, but I kind of like the later days with more sunlight. With more sunlight I am supposed to be less depressed but that does not always work. Sometimes it makes it worse. When…
I am boosted! Get boosted too
Posted inCOVID19 Healthcare

I am boosted! Get boosted too

Here is the latest installment of my experience being in Phase III Human Trials for a COVID Trials of the Novavax Vaccine. Most of the trial has been easy to get shots, (three so far, 5 if you count the two placebo shots) reach out to staff at USF/TGH who are conducting the trial. I have not had any adverse side effects with the first 4 shots (two placebo). The main issue with the first 4 was pain at the injection side and some tiredness, but that could also be because I was up early worried about finding the right…
photo of happy family
Posted inMy Mental Health Personal Feelings

Interesting thought

I’ve basically have no family left. Ultimately I’m alone. I’ll be buried in a potter’s field. I think that’s the term! So depressing. Life is depressing and work is depressing. Sighhhhhhhh! I look forward to the weekend and making bad drinking drinks decisions.
Oh what a week…..and the week to come…..
Posted inHealthcare My Mental Health Personal Feelings

Oh what a week…..and the week to come…..

If only people understood what I really go through on a daily basis. Yes, sometimes it makes me an asshole. I freely admit that. I try to do better but I don't always do. Thus is life a guess. Right now I am listening to and old and I do mean old recording done at my former church with Kent Henry. It was done in 1994 during a worship conference. It a nice thirty minutes of soaking in worship. Yes, some of you may know, others don't because they do not read my blog. But I am a huge lover…