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I hope everyone is doing well. I am doing all right. I had a depression spell that lasted for a couple of weeks. I am now coming out of it. My mind is returning to normal. It's hard to explain. When I get that depressed, my mind goes to my dark place, and I withdraw from people. I had to explain that to my supervisor today. She understood. We had a brief chat today about everything why I have withdrawn. But today I came out of a dark place to see the light. I'm glad to be on the other…
It’s Been a While Since We Last Chatted.

It’s Been a While Since We Last Chatted.

Good morning, good afternoon, and good night to whoever decides to read my random babblings at twelve in the morning. Not a lot has been going on lately. I am thankful I am still employed. Even though the company I work for just set in motion a massive layoff. Thankfully.... This time I am not affected. I was let go back in February but was able to land a Tech Support Analyst role. I am still getting acclimated to the role. It's a challenge and a lot of work. I hope to meet with my supervisor next week to go…
Time Sure Is Flying By………..

Time Sure Is Flying By………..

Wow, I can't believe time is going by so fast. Not a lot is really going on. I recently took another role as a Tech Support Analyst, and we have had some training and transition to provide tech support. I'll begin soon another 6 days of training for my new role, and I am excited about that. Recently my former senior manager nominated me the Carrer Development. It will help me do more at my job. It will give me some training in networking, interviews and so much more. I am excited about that. I can't wait to see where…
Life, Job, Weight Goal Updates.

Life, Job, Weight Goal Updates.

A lot has gone on since my last update. In my last boring update, I advised that the company I have worked for 22.5 years was eliminating my role. Well, that was true and did happen as of 03/17/2023, however. I was able to land a new role with said company and that role began on 03/19/2023. For me, the role is a step up from what I was doing before plus some new and exciting things I am looking for. I accepted a role as Tech Support Analyst. Not sure everything it will entail just yet, but I am…
A Lot Is Going on in Life Right Now! Very stressful.

A Lot Is Going on in Life Right Now! Very stressful.

A lot is going on right now—lots of stress related to work and personal life. My weight is increasing, and I keep going from 180-185. I am stuck in that range, which is better than the 240 where I was. Still hasn't helped me land a boyfriend, partner, or whatever else you want to call it. Which I guess is fine, I suppose. As I have said before, I always fall for the wrong person, and get a crush on the wrong person and if you are reading my blog that person might know who they are, even though they…