So much on my mind, so very much. Was watching a show that talked about a guy who committed suicide. Of course, the family doesn't believe it was suicide. They believe someone murdered him. He didn't leave a note. If I ever plan to do that and sometimes, I really do think about it. Sometimes daily. But I am just too chicken to do anything. I am not really sure I would be missed. Again, welcome to my most depressing blog. That is usually all that I post here. I'd rather post my negative and depressing shit here. I'll post…

Well, this year is going by very fast. They say that time files when you are having fun, but so far I have not had a lot of fun. Still slowly going through life. I turned one year older this week. I made it to the ripe old age of 46. Oh what fun. Didn't do anything fun. I sat on the couch and watched Star Trek and Star Trek: TNG all day. Oh, and had some Skittles. I probably should not eat those things. Being a type 2 diabetic and having to take Humalog 75/50 Insulin, Ozempic and Jardiance.…