It’s been a little bit

It’s been a little bit

As always, I don't have a lot today. Or anything that is really worth reading. I am just obsessing over the same things I do. I know that the future is scaring me. I am not prepared to get old. I have no one to help or care for me, if something major happens. I have also been obsessing about my rent and hoping my landlord will renew my lease. I men she has since 2008, I don't see why she wouldn't unless she goes for a huge increase in rent. (Money grab.) Then I am fucked. I won't know…
Boring Weekend So Far

Boring Weekend So Far

Hello, It's been a boring weekend so far. No excitement, no plans. I did go to Publix and bought some soda and piece carrot cake. Yummy. I had a small piece after I had a little bit of lunch. Some days I wish I had an eating disorder. I'd like to be skinny and desirable. Well, we know that is not going to fucking happen. We have had a lot of rain today. Where I live the roof was going to be re-roofed, (I do not know if that is a word) but because of the rain they will now…
It’s Been A While

It’s Been A While

As it seems to be a theme with me, I will go months without posting. Sometimes it's because I have nothing to say or I have something to say, but trust me, it's so dark you might now want to read it. Hell, not sure I even want to read it. It's been almost one week since the time change. Not sure how everyone feels about it, but I kind of like the later days with more sunlight. With more sunlight I am supposed to be less depressed but that does not always work. Sometimes it makes it worse. When…