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Interesting thought

I’ve basically have no family left. Ultimately I’m alone. I’ll be buried in a potter’s field. I think that’s the term! So depressing. Life is depressing and work is depressing. Sighhhhhhhh! I look forward to the weekend and making bad drinking drinks decisions.
Howdy…. Late night.. Lots of drinking
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Howdy…. Late night.. Lots of drinking

Well, I have been drinking a lot tonight. LOL. Surprise. Some people who claim to be your friends are not really your friends. That is something I am learning tonight. Even wasted I can learn something. (No, Jason this does not apply to you.). I am just going to keep drinking and listening to church music. Why? Because no one gives a damn about me, so why should I give a damn about them. I have so more much I can talk about but I don't think my eyes can handle it. Right now I am tying this with one…
Oh what a week…..and the week to come…..
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Oh what a week…..and the week to come…..

If only people understood what I really go through on a daily basis. Yes, sometimes it makes me an asshole. I freely admit that. I try to do better but I don't always do. Thus is life a guess. Right now I am listening to and old and I do mean old recording done at my former church with Kent Henry. It was done in 1994 during a worship conference. It a nice thirty minutes of soaking in worship. Yes, some of you may know, others don't because they do not read my blog. But I am a huge lover…
Well It Did Happen…..
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Well It Did Happen…..

Damn it all to hell. Some changes took place at work this week that changes my work assignment for 6 weeks. I am so pissed about it. There is just nothing I could do. I am a peon, I have NO power at all to bring about change at work. Sadly I have to go with the flow, but I do raise my voice when I am pissed about a decision that is being made that has a HUGE impact me. I was able to stay with my current assignment if I wanted to work Thurs thru Sun from 12PM…
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OMG

That's all I can say. Such crazy stuff going on. Hope some things don't happen at work. Also, I'm bored. Cross you fingers and let's hope it is not true. Please... Please..