I’ll never be anyone’s first choice, second, third, fourth. You get the point….. I bought liquor, I should drink. Probably ruin all my plans for tomorrow.

Would be nice if I had someone to go out with and have drinks…..

I’m probably going to be alone for the rest of my life…. Life is so depressing. I buy things to make myself feel better. It would be really nice if I had a partner in my life. Covid and the fact that I’m a fat ugly person has made it difficult to meet people. All I would take is a couple shots of insulin. Just saying.