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I Can’t Do This Much More

I don't ask for much. I just wish people would be more open and listen and understanding. I am depressed beyond belief. I really can't do this much longer. At least that is how I feel right now. That might change later. I wonder when this site will fuck up. This is a minor outlet. But NO one reads and NO ONE cares. I miss my Mom. I am lonely, miserable. I wish I could afford a drug habit. I wish I was drinking tonight but I am not. I might start. But, I have a DR's appt tomorrow. I…
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Today has been rough

Today has been a rough day. I miss my mom so much. The light at the end of the tunnel is getting dimmer. Today, I started the long process of cleaning out old stuff that I no longer need or that I have used in 5+ years. I am really just junking a lot of things that I didn't know I had or knew I needed. Trying to slim my stuff down to the bare minimum of things. It's like why do I have a old cell phone from 2000? What is the purpose of keeping that. Well, It' s…