Tomorrow I will have my 45th birthday. Alone, single and few "friends". Not to say I don't have friends but very, very few close friends. I will celebrate tomorrow alone. Wait... I won't celebrate. I will end up watching Buzzr TV all day and watching all the old game shows that I like. It's really not the same without my Mom. Hell, even if she were still here it would mean nothing. I see all these other people who's friends do things for them on birthday on Facebook. Some people have fun parties or go out, or whatever. I'll get…