What do I want to convey, I said what I said, ( I am not a writer)
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What do I want to convey, I said what I said, ( I am not a writer)

I have no damn clue what I want to really say at the moment. I am annoyed with certain things in life right now. Been going through a ton of different emotions. A few things are impacting me more than I thought they would but other wise I seem to be okay. Granted I am one moody bitch lately. Not putting up with shit from Facebook peeps who think they are more than they are. I stand by my comments. TikTok is not a job for some. gyrating half naked, or whatever to videos. While they can be fun and…
It’s been a while. So, how are things?
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It’s been a while. So, how are things?

I haven't really had any issues since the surgery to remove my gallbladder. I have gained a little weight and that annoys me. I am a 48-year-old, slightly overweight gay guy. NO one is going to want me. Even if I am looking much better than I used to be. My mental health is under control. Other than that, things are all right. However, I am a very lonely person. Which leads to right there I have bad depression, like tonight. Feel empty and alone. Work is great since I to be a CS Process Analyst. It's a lot of…
WOW! It’s the 1st of July! So much to say!
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WOW! It’s the 1st of July! So much to say!

WOW! Half of this year is over. Where the hell did the first half of the year go? This year is going by so fast. My head is spinning just thinking about it, or that could just be the Lyrica. HaHaHa. I've accomplished almost nothing, but a few good things have happened in the first part of the year. The first thing that was good was I didn't have to take severance from my job because somehow, I don't know how, but my interview for Tech Support Analyst somehow went well and I landed the role, and I am incredibly…
Life, Job, Weight Goal Updates.
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Life, Job, Weight Goal Updates.

A lot has gone on since my last update. In my last boring update, I advised that the company I have worked for 22.5 years was eliminating my role. Well, that was true and did happen as of 03/17/2023, however. I was able to land a new role with said company and that role began on 03/19/2023. For me, the role is a step up from what I was doing before plus some new and exciting things I am looking for. I accepted a role as Tech Support Analyst. Not sure everything it will entail just yet, but I am…
My life is about to change.
Posted inHealthcare My Mental Health Personal Life Events The Great Move of 2022

My life is about to change.

Well, what I feared the most is about to come to pass. My landlord is not going to renew my lease. She says she going to have family move in. So, after more than a decade she is giving me to the boot. I hate bullshit life this. I have no idea how I will manage this change. But I will try. It's either I move and find an apartment, or I become homeless. But before that ever happens, I'd take plenty of insulin to end it all. Trust me when I say, I will, because I will. I don't…