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October 2021 to October 2023

Here I am at 240 and here I am at 175. What a difference. Now just to keep what I am doing. I did gain a few pounds since surgery, and I hope to keep shedding a few pounds. Wish me luck. Now only if I had friends in person to do things with and keep active. What a difference a few years make. I still can't believe I got so fat. I could not see it. I also went from a 40 waist to a 36 waist, so that is not too bad.
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I Don’t Know What It Is??

I don't get why there are nights I cannot just sleep. Right now, I am waiting on CVS to fill a script for me, as they are out of the medication, and it is to help with sleeping. It will cost $80 but I am willing to try it to see if it will help me sleep. It is called Quviviq and like I said I am just waiting to get it filled. Right now, I am just sitting here listening to music and really wanting to sleep, so I will try that again in a few minutes. Hopefully, I will…
It’s been a while.  So, how are things?

It’s been a while. So, how are things?

I haven't really had any issues since the surgery to remove my gallbladder. I have gained a little weight and that annoys me. I am a 48-year-old, slightly overweight gay guy. NO one is going to want me. Even if I am looking much better than I used to be. My mental health is under control. Other than that, things are all right. However, I am a very lonely person. Which leads to right there I have bad depression, like tonight. Feel empty and alone. Work is great since I to be a CS Process Analyst. It's a lot of…
I Survived Surgery

I Survived Surgery

Well, it has been an interesting start to the month. I've had my gallbladder removed on 08/15/2023 and I am out on short term disability while I take time to recover. Sitting at the computer is limited. If I sit too long, then my stomach starts to hurt. My gallbladder was my first ever sugary. I looked like I was stabbed four times. Well, technically I was. I've included a picture of my battle wounds. They are healing nicely but I am still having some stomach discomfort and pain. Eating has returned to normal, which is fine. I am still…