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Posted inGeneral Jack's Musings Personal Feelings

I’m frustrated

Despite feeling a bit frustrated, I'm maintaining a positive outlook. The day seems to have slipped away, and it's already 5:45 PM. My attempts to work on my domain have all ended in failure, but I remain hopeful that you, my readers, will stick with me through any changes that may come. There's a possibility the site might relocate or even disappear altogether, which worries me because of all the effort I've poured into this blog. However, for now, things are manageable. I'm sending out warm wishes to everyone for a fantastic February. Thankfully, the weather has been pleasant around…
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Posted inHealthcare Personal Feelings Weight Loss

October 2021 to October 2023

Here I am at 240 and here I am at 175. What a difference. Now just to keep what I am doing. I did gain a few pounds since surgery, and I hope to keep shedding a few pounds. Wish me luck. Now only if I had friends in person to do things with and keep active. What a difference a few years make. I still can't believe I got so fat. I could not see it. I also went from a 40 waist to a 36 waist, so that is not too bad.
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Posted inJack's Musings Personal Feelings

I Don’t Know What It Is??

I don't get why there are nights I cannot just sleep. Right now, I am waiting on CVS to fill a script for me, as they are out of the medication, and it is to help with sleeping. It will cost $80 but I am willing to try it to see if it will help me sleep. It is called Quviviq and like I said I am just waiting to get it filled. Right now, I am just sitting here listening to music and really wanting to sleep, so I will try that again in a few minutes. Hopefully, I will…
It’s been a while. So, how are things?
Posted inJack's Musings Personal Feelings Personal Life Events

It’s been a while. So, how are things?

I haven't really had any issues since the surgery to remove my gallbladder. I have gained a little weight and that annoys me. I am a 48-year-old, slightly overweight gay guy. NO one is going to want me. Even if I am looking much better than I used to be. My mental health is under control. Other than that, things are all right. However, I am a very lonely person. Which leads to right there I have bad depression, like tonight. Feel empty and alone. Work is great since I to be a CS Process Analyst. It's a lot of…
WOW! It’s the 1st of July! So much to say!
Posted inDepression Healthcare My Mental Health Personal Feelings Personal Life Events

WOW! It’s the 1st of July! So much to say!

WOW! Half of this year is over. Where the hell did the first half of the year go? This year is going by so fast. My head is spinning just thinking about it, or that could just be the Lyrica. HaHaHa. I've accomplished almost nothing, but a few good things have happened in the first part of the year. The first thing that was good was I didn't have to take severance from my job because somehow, I don't know how, but my interview for Tech Support Analyst somehow went well and I landed the role, and I am incredibly…